it's awesome, a great song, to be known! anywho, i would recap on what has happened in the past few weeks or so.
6th July '06 - Diana's BIRTHDAY! yeah! that day was awesome, i have never been to a cool birthday like that, seriously. i dont celebrate birthdays myself because I'M JUST A POOR BOY NOBODY LOVES ME(Taken from Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody). sorry i just COULDNT resist, xD! i love that song, it is damn funny. "I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me :(, he's just a poor boy from a poor family spare him his life from this monstrosity! easy come, easy go, will you let me go?" etc. it goes on, get it. it's a GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREAT song!
anywho, on to diana's birthday. when i arrived at empire with alyssa(sharing rides), like 2 minutes afterwards, diana appeared and we went to the beach. we enjoyed the view. i loved it. the ocean was soooooo pretty. so shiny *_* i miss that kind of view. oh well, alyssa and diana took a few pictures so it was great i suppose. after that, we walked all the way up, saw gary, jim and andy and well, waited for the rest of them i suppose. then afterwards, we had DINNAH. amazingly, alyssa ate a SHITLOAD of food more than me. i didnt have the appetite. i was wondering, wtf is happening to my stomach =( i love food, but i didnt eat. WHY!(System Of A Down - I-E-A-I-A-I-O)
yeah i know i am VERY random. some of my words here in this post are actually from songs, those that are i will bracketize(new word, copyright Alex Carson, 2006 - ?) them! ok so anyway after dinner, we had more pictures. i also heard from alyssa that the GIRLS went into the BOYS toilet for some pictures, wtf was THAT about O_o after the dinner, which was VERY enjoyable, we went to the fake beach and i rested on the nice chair while waiting for my ride home(alyssa's mom was picking us up). after she sent me home, i just came home, played some DotA on my computer and went to nap. =)
rosie came back at around june 23rd or 24th, iirc. she left earlier this friday(14th july). reggie came on monday(10th july) and is going back on 21st or 20th =/ 14th july. sigh what a horrible date. the date my grandmother died RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES. i was in the hospital. i saw her lay on the bed. i saw her life beep slower and slower every second. it was such a terrible way to see my own grandmother die like that. she was like of the best people in my family. anyway it doesnt matter, what's done is done. everybody dies at one point. i also must have seen her die for a reason. everything happens for a reason, right? God said so. =/
anyway this post is supposed to be about some blabber about guys and girls and bgrs and how dogs > girls in all ways. either way, I HAVE MY PAPA ROACH - GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER ALBUM! I am such a happy boy. i love loads of their songs, especially wait nvm. dont even ask me to list. ALL of them are AWESOME. anyway, this reminds me. after reading andy's blog. i will say that TRUE LOVE DOES NOT EXIST. i would go on the reasons such as:
LUST, INFATUATION. Guys are usually the ones with lust for girls, i will not say why as for obvious reasons. infatuations are the most common cause for people being cowdamned emo. it's just saddening. it's hilarious though. imagine this guy liking this girl for 14124523 days and she suddenly thinks he's a fucking weirdo and he CRIES. AHAHAHAH HOW HILARIOUS IS THAT. yes i am cruel, i am a faggot. i dont deny it but i dont care. if this world thinks that lust/infatuation is love then this world can fucking burn. i mean, people are trying hard to save this world, not love. but apparently people want to break it. i love this earth. i hope it doesnt get destroyed.
the earth was one of God's great creations and people are spoiling it. meh.what can we do? it's not like we can force them to like it. iono man. this world is fucked up. everything is rampant, pornography, premarital sex, abortion, etc. most of these are either human stupidity or human extreme stupidity.
well i was supposed to rant on something. but i have forgotten. i will however recall the rest of the things that happened this month.
14th July 2006 - Marking of the anniversary of my dearly beloved grandmother
15th July 2006 - Sultan's b'day
23rd July 2006 - Line up for F4s and F1s.
recently, nothing new to me has happened. life is fun though. you get to poke people around. haha. or maybe that's just me. and eating babies. that's once delicacy you do not want to miss.
anyway there are some other stuff that i might have wanted to talk about but yeah. i forgot. so anyway, i promised alyssa to go sleep now so g'nite