First Day: Registration and shit. waited for alyssa, diana and andy. diana was the first to appear. then andy was the second, iirc and alyssa was last. har har =p anyway, put my bags into my room and was assigned to Aaron Tang's group. did nothing until 5++ really. we had our first worship session. i was touched by the presentation and the way they worshipped God. i really joined it. i just dont know, i just felt like dancing. it just felt so great to dance for God! I mean really. what is better? nothing is better, of course. Worshipping God is the best thing that could happen. =D ^_^ that one day, brightened up the rest of my 4 days stay in school. i mean, what is better than honouring God, worshipping God? nothing right? how about with a group of other Christians? that just rocks. anywho, went for dinner afterwards. pretty delicious the food was! and yeah. talked to diana alyssa and andy for a while i believe and then. it was time to do more praise and worship and we got our first speech from Pastor Kenneth. i cant believe i FELL ASLEEP. lol seriously. i DID. his speech was boring, but powerful =D anywho. after that, we had supper. and then it was time to hit the sack.
Second Day: we woke up at 5. for some odd reason. they liked waking up bloody early. had session. talked about LIFE(Living In Faith Everyday). i mean, really, the Bible did show faith in action hundreds to thousands to millions of years ago. after that, had breakfast. was yummy. then after breakfast, was rest. i went to bug alyssa and diana. xD. andy was boring. all he wanted to do was play a dull guitar. doesnt even want to hang out with his friends ;p after some random shit, second session started. praise and worship as usual =) and then pastor kennethhhhhhhhhhhhhh @_@" boring man him. hahahahaha. xD then after that. we had lunch. lunch was pretty good i guess. then, we had games. we were playing captain ball first. then aliens and astronauts. in captain ball, our team lost, 1 - 8 lol them leading with 8. it was fun though.
it was exciting as well. enjoyed it. even if i was captured early lol. i blame raymond. >.> he was running away from something, hit me, in which turn, made andrew ping me out or declare me dead astronaut X_X after that, DINNER! it was horrible :( quite little choices. anyway, we had to go back and take a bath or something. go eat dinner afterwards and then have our session again. i paid attention this time! sorta. anywho, who cares. i still loved the praise and worship. screw everything else XP i just remember, on that night. i promised God again that i will honour Him no matter what. even if it means dishonouring my own family. one must make sacrifices. God testes all our faith. we just never realize that. anyway, that night had an ok sleep at least better than the first night. X_x
Third Day: i woke up at 5.30 this time! later right! not so late cause i slept until 6.30 or so haha. then as usual, session. i started wandering off during the session. i was thinking about God and the endless possiblities that He has done for us. i mean really. everything He does is a message, be it good or bad. it's like we need to understand it. we just dont. i now, did what i did at the youth camp. i stare at the clouds. looking for find a hidden meaning that God has kept for us. anyway, after session was over. breakfast, once again. this time it was cool. just not the best. haha =p after that, we had praise and worship. dance, i didnt. praise, i did. shout for the Lord, i did. i praise the Lord! Praise the Lord! PRAISE THE LORD! OUR LORD AND KING! haha. after praise and worship, we had session. this time i didnt fall asleep but i did feel sleepy. so then, i decided to smack myself to wake myself up. =p anywho after that. we played games again after a not so great lunch! wooot. this time, it's intellectual games. finally, something i can DO! lol! i am that sucky in sports i know. that's how i got this fat. but dont worry. i like being fat. i dont care what people think about me. i only care what God thinks about me. after all, He is the one that created us. He sent His only son. would you send your only son to die for us? no you wont. but God did.
anywho, we were doing some role playing crap. we were asked to do Elijah and the prophets of BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL in a singaporean style. LOL. 1) i lolled the fact that i just said BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL not baal. 2) we were doing it in a singaporean STYLE. lol. i wanted to do elijah but apparently i wasnt convincing enough so i was like ._." sharron apologized and shit even when i was like thinking "wtf..? why on earth is she apologising?" seriously. i dont really care if i made it or not. it was just for the fun of it. so anyway, in the end, i was the person who went "WAH SO GOOD ONE YOUR IDEA AHHHHHHH" LOL. singaporeans FTW. which reminds me, the GOFest team in brunei was cool. =D someone else notices brunei, but i bet it wasnt cause of its sovereignity. i bet it was cause of our youth camp =P this day was particularly funny because sydney went up on stage doing a bollywood dance. LOL. their theme was. something like Jesus sowing seeds in a bollywood style. HAHAHAHAHA YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN IT. IT WAS HILARIOUS. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDd
dinenr was ok i suppose. we had to eat early cause that night we had a church service in our school hall. chester was leading the worship that night. we were all asked(the YDM campers) to go up in front and sing and jump for God! i sang, but i didnt jump. quite normal for me to do that. i dont like jumping! haha i am fat =PP i donated like $5 when they were asked to pass the little white thing around. i mean, i felt bad for the church, when it was always there to help us but i didnt do a thing for it. so i guess i decided to do the right thing =/ anyway, that night was horrid. and by that night, i meant when i was FUCKING SLEEPING. ffs, this idiot gideon and sheng decided to toothpaste me. i gave them a stern warning:
FUCKING TOOTHPASTE ME AGAIN NEXT YEAR AND I'LL MAKE SURE YOU ARE DEAD BECAUSE I WILL PERSONALLY MURDER YOU.
it was irritating as hell man. i had to clean my face =/ anyway
Last Day: that last day. morning woke up after being toothpasted. session, this time we were talking about atheists. i remember saying, I will not give in to atheists. i will not let them insult religion. it isnt funny. i dont care if you dont believe in God. it's not like i can change your mind. but dont insult religion ok or else i will kill you. even if you are a friend/relative. you have no damn right to insult religion. insult religion and i will insult your parents(lol) anywho. after that, breakfast again. it was meh at best. this session. i remember. pastor kenneth said that everyday is like a test. live it to its max potential, for God. not for your parents, but for God. =) ok so maybe i made taht up but who cares. it's God who matters =/
in the afternoon, after a not so good lunch, i helped clean everything a terus cabut at 3.30 XP
in camp, i listened to like 4 - 7 new great songs. i have 4 of them. i am trying to look for the other 3.
i have right now with me: Hillsong United - From The Inside Out, One Way and Planet Shakers - Majesty and Reflector. personally, my ultimate favourites here are From The Inside Out as per topic and Majesty. I love these songs. Reflector makes me want to tell everybody, 'GUYS GOD EXISTS! HE DOES. WHETHER YOU WANT TO BELIEVE IT OR NOT IS YOUR BUSINESS BECAUSE I NOW WILL ANNOUNCE THAT I BELIEVE IN GOD AND I AM NOT AFRAID OFADMITTING IT!'
so basically, my favourites in order from best to ok.
1) Hillsong United - From The Inside Out
2) Planet Shakers - Majesty
3) Planet Shakers - Reflector
4) Hillsong United - One Way
5) Vineyard - Refiner's Fire
6) Vineyard - Hallelujah(Your Love Is Amazing)
7) Praise & Worship - Firm Foundation
etc. it's all great. praising God and stuff. it's all good. it's all awesome. i miss the youth camp. i wanna go again! i love God! i wanna praise Him till the very end! one way, Jesus! You're the only one that I could live for.
well guys i donno if anyone still reads my shitty blog but i dont care. i will end it here.. goodnite